Sigh ,
i thought that i can kept my secret long enough , but i don't have any more move to go on
i had no choice to say the truth, it hard to keep silence , when no one knows!
what on your mind?
i know spending money like no one business what can i do?
it so hard to control , Money attract us to buy stuff that you loved.
while my family in a bad condition that i had no choice to make myself feel better.
shopping is to let me forgotten those stressful stuff,
But.. after over spending it.. trying to control but i can't maintain it,
This aren't my fault seriously .. if only i born in a correct family..
w/o money problem.
but i know you are so in disappointment to me , I'm really sorry !
I really need to control money hard.
Signing off here bye !